Hi bloggie,
I have some good news:
I came back home but I am no more who I was. I am glad I completed my 4 years of studies without letting the stress cooked me up. I am happy that I am happier than I was, just a year ago. I am thrilled that I am now able to love myself more and set my mind along the right path. I am grateful that I can better manage my emotions and life. I thank God for all mercies that He has shown me.
While I was feeling that my life was in order, I am glad that again, I am challenged to become a happier person. It's the funny feeling that I don't know how to describe whenever I bump into you. It is neither sadness nor jealousy, neither heartache nor hatred. All I know is that you have really left a big impact in my life and this is a fact. Nothing changes that.
But this time, I am motivated to find a cure to this uneasiness. I know I have to manage this in order to be with you without feeling awkward.
Oh well, why am I writing about this? I admit that sometimes I am searching for meaningless answers because I don't even know what is the root cause of all these hassles. Ah! I should get some quality sleep and do something more productive. Chaos!!
