How should I continue like this?
When I am missing you like crazy every single day
When I care for you above anything else
When I think about the distance between us that makes every possibility so bleak
When I know for certain,
that you've occupied my heart and mind
I still keep learning your language
and sometimes I wonder why I had the chance to learn that in the past
I would like to think that I was fated to meet you
And yes, it is fated indeed
but only to cross path with you
in one of the many junctions in my life
I still keep learning your language and listening to those songs
I sometimes wonder what I am holding on to
I ask myself why I am doing all these
How do I expect our story to end?
Will 'us' ever become a reality?
Will I ever be contented with just being a friend of yours?
We're more than just friends, you know it, too!
Sometimes, I regret knowing you
Because thinking of you and our current conditions makes me sad
However, most of the time, I am happy to have met you
Because the joy that surfaces from all the misery
triumphs all the tears I've shed
conquered the heart that is bleeding with love
transcends space and time...
And this, is worth everything.
